TEA TIME !

I'm Paige. I'm 20.
I take milk and 2 sugars.
Sometimes 3 if I'm feeling extra bitter.

I found this letter I had written to myself 4 years ago…. 

In it I seemed so assured of what I wanted…

My seashell palace on capecod, with it’s white picket fence, and the porch which I would sit and grade papers, sipping tea until I fall asleep….

Why then I was so sure of what I wanted…..

And you went and fucked it up.



Because as long as I love you, I will never have any of those things.